hellogoodbye.

Friday, February 13, 2009

After the whole show,i went in to my thinking deeply.''I am soo far away from my mom maybe i could break a little rule''i actually was considerin' the chance that i have.''Hey ashley,did you just love the show or love the show.''Jill said,but continued,''that was totally cute and i hope he could boost your confidence up and join the music club.'' It's easy for her to say that but her mom wasnt the one who went all crazy about me joining wat i love...

The conversation was over as the bell rang and we had to go to our class.Too bad Jill isnt the same class with me,argh,i wish she could've just be my guardian.At last i've found my class,the class looks as if jocks and cheerleader was the founder of it.I went to this empty seat and looked around,but still looking at the brochure.Suddeny agroup of guys came in laughing out loud.i can tell you the were like apes.''Hey why dont we dare our dearest fren here to sit ther??''one of the guys said but i didnt even look behind probably all the guys there were teasing somebody.Then osme one sat beside me saying,''Okay guys but if i survive seating here your 12 bucks will be all mine!''.I took a glance of who was the person seating by my side and it was the one and only Eric wright.OMG!!!!!!.I think he caught my glance,i just looked forward but if he were to know im that girl who was staring at him i would ask somebody to please eat me up!"Hi there..''a voice spoke up to me.In my heart i was lyk begging for him not to talk to me but he did.I replied back,"oh hi didnt notice you were talkin to me.''As if that would happen of course i know he was talkin to me.''Hey you're the girl that was seating a the front,rite??''he asked.but i was just staring in his very nice hazelnut eyes.i just said''yeah''.Yeah?? that's is ?!.''Oh,um well im Eric.''.''i know...i meant a pleasure to meet you,im Ashley.''.There was a quite a long pause but i stepped in and said''Midfield,love ur song..''.''well thanks! my dad forced me to do it onstage even though he is workin at the office in the school..''.''Why is he a teacher,huh??''.''Nope much bigger,principal''..Wow didnt see that comin.A teacher xcame in and said all this unimportant stuff and all i thinkin was that Eric just talked to me,the musc co-curri,his mohawk hair and wow he has a nice scent...nothing much important anymore.Eric leaned to me and said,''this teacher specializes in if you freak him out with ya talent,you'll get A+''.My guess he has done it before,bribin i guess.The other bell rang and i said bye to him soo suddenly and he replied see you soon..What i never expected but soon is goin to much a quicker than he think.Eric just said that to me~

Me:guess wat?!
Jill:wat..
Me:im in the exact same class with..
Jill:OMG!Eric..
i nodded
Both:Yeahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

we both talked none stop 'bout him but certainly in my mind i cant wait to let my aunt know that i am persuing on my music....

at 6:44 PM

Friday, February 6, 2009

Hi people, im listenin' to please be mine by the jobros F.Y.I Anyway,just writin into say dat i just finish writin a song titled 'Mask' awkward name but for reason i really really really love it(duh of course its my song).Just finish a month of my new sch and feel satisfied yeah blah blah....Ouhh..anyways today was a very tiring day even though my cca stopped at 5 pm and i was soo dissapointed wen i heared dat something wasnt on today.actually rite now i am supposed to go to my fren bday party but tired lahh.hmmmmph.got bbq(argh)and i took pic for ezlink but my hair was soo not nice, got hole i wanted a re-take but i didnt know 'bout it until my fren told me nvm.Sooo yeahhh,just update and to yall :0 :) -_-'' Peace-Love Nur Fatehah

at 4:25 AM

Thursday, January 29, 2009

Hey guys....im so so so sry a billion times dat i havent been posting anything at all.Ive been busy lately with the whole new school thingy, soo, just for everyone who dont know wats my sch is,my school is Regent Sec Sch & im quite lykin it there.Syarifah is there too soo i wont get board.My CCA is probably borin to you guys but i lyk it and its CHOIR...yeah yeah but wen you want your dreams(mine is to become a singer) youll work hard for it rite.so i hav a number of frens there and my seniors are quite good especially the senior prefects,which im intendin to join but today closing date already,BUMMER!Also not forgettin the story dat i cant seem to finish is comin very far off but cmon guys, be patient.Not forgettin happy Lunar New Year to all and for those of you who are findin a very hard time findin frens...be frenly,patient & wise on choosing dem.Huh, i want to write some more but dont wat, to so just wanna say...oh,for girls check out this lady on youtubehttp://www.youtube.com/user/fafinettex3 she i tell you is amazing.Not dat i put make-up on my face or wat but i lyk the way she expresses her famnine side to me...makes me feel lyk a lady too.So dats it and FYI my class(GIRLS ONLY AND probably ME is goin crazy bout dis prefect who toured us around the sch and played games with us.OFFICIALLY GOIN TO END DIS bye-bye guys and ill try my best postin more okay!!

x0x0,Nur Fatehah

at 12:47 AM

Thursday, November 27, 2008

do you ever feel like you are kept in the dark?
do ever feel like everyone and the world is bringing you down?
do you ever felt as if every tears you cry mean more to you then anything?
do you ever feel a soldier's wound after a great fight?
do you ever felt mine?
i guess not.cos i am failure.but a wise person replied and said,"i dont understand a word you are saying,but i could understand failure is by not trying."

at 9:29 PM

Sunday, November 23, 2008

So,after hours of sitting in a car we finally got there.Thank god for my ipod dat kinda kept me alive or i would be bored to death in the car."Ding...Dong.."we press the doorbell.The door opened and came out my aunt who is grinning."Wow,you guys are really early.C'mon,get in."I was surprised wen i got in the house,"ive a really cool aunt."i whispered to myself.She has posters,tons of mordern albums.This was goin to be quite a paradised trip.

"So Gaile,wat hav you been up to?"my mom asked."Firstly,very fine."My aunt answered sarcasticly as my mom didnt even asked if she was well,"but,ive been cookin,ice skating,more cookin.Basicly normal stuff....."."Hey wats dat smell,bbq chicken or burnin chicken*sniff*"i said.My aunt quickly ran to the kitchen to see her cooked chicken.''ill help"mom said.I shooked head as they looked as if they are still kids.I walked towards my grandmother as she is calling me."I wanted to give you this,".She was holdin a necklace."This is given to me by my mother,but she misplaced and only found the necklace without the pendant.I know it looks very weird but if you feel lost or maybe want me if im somewhere,ill always be there.with you.".It was pretty and i was soo touched dat i hugged her tightly and never want to let her go."Lunch is ready!"aunt gaile shouted from the kitchen and we got ready to eat.

"Nice!"I was soo full after eating the delicious food and we went back to chattin some more."well its gettin late and i hav work tomorrow,soo let's go mom."My mother said as she walked towards grandmother.Aunt and i walked them to the door."oh,almost forgot,"my mom went to me and said,"no music co-curricular pls.....".As she said those words i kept thinking of grandma's comforttin words.We had our hugs and they went out.After closing the door aunt Gaile was staring at me,"wat does she hav against music.".I replied,"Dad,but for some reason i feel lyk i remembered mom walking out the door........".Stupid me, why should i hav to say dat??"Well,in this house the rule is no boys,stinky stuff and vulgars.Music is totally allowed.".I gave a sigh of relief.I went upstairs and unpack my stuff and have good night rest for tomorrow,im really gonna need it.But suddenly,i got a text from, Jill<Hey,got a surprise for ya 2moro>.I was so curious and i text hre back<Cant wait i...> and went to bed.

"Mornin ashley! breakfast on the table.".I was quite nervous but i dont mind it."The bed was comfy no kiddin."i said to my aunt ."Ya think,anyway,do you mind if i were to sent you one block before you school."."Yeah.Fine.".We ate and left the house. ........................"Here,gd luck,im sure you do great and dont mind ure mother."."sure...."i said to myself and went out of the car.I walked towards my school and saw Jill waiting for me outside.I gave her a big hug as it has been years since i last saw her.But wen i saw her,the first thing was went to ask her wats the surprise she was talking bout last nite."Surely it isnt a trick rite,ive been thinkin bout it...".''No,its in the school.Very nice surprised."."How'd you know its in the school?"."Um.....i got my sources,and we are gonna be late."She was already runnin towards the school gate wen i was bout to stop her.

"Hey!hey! wait up!"i shouted.I went to find her but she was busy lookin for something."Jill dont do dat.".Suddenly a grp of girls came to us and they are Jill's sisters.They all went upstairs and find a sit at th cafeteria."Ashley you are goin to love the surprise."All i could think of was there was a stage in the cafeteria and we are facing it.Maybe she wants me to sing or do a silly dance,she is cunnin you know.I just pick up a brochure and read it."Now,freshmen,sophomore,juniors,seniors.Let us give a round of applause to Eric Wright!".A thunderous round of applause was given and girls were shouting for him including Jill.I just kept on reading,then,i heard a guy singin and wen i looked aroud girls were paying soo much attention."Ashley this is the surprise,look up at the stage."she said to me with her squeakin voice.I looked up and saw the Eric guy.All of a sudden,i was lyk "wow.....".I saw him and heard and i am paying much attention now.i kinda stared at him for quite a while and i think he stared back as he sang his song.I looked at Jill and said,"you didnt tell me it was a boy.......i mean a surprise,and the we are gonna be late??".She kept smiling and said,"surprise,and he is in music co-curri.".I was interested in the music he wrote so maybe i thought i could join the music club........

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at 7:29 PM

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

* writing in is also known as WRIGHT-ING geddit cos the main guy's surname is wright.so lets start*

"Grandma lets not wait for mom anymore"i(ashley) said wif an angry tone."i know dat your upset but she has to work for our living,"grandma tryin to calm me down,"its not lyk she has forgotten you".i just walked to the table and went to eat my dinner dat's already cold.Waiting for my mom coming home from work is lyk waitin for a cat to earn how to cook.I was upset cause tomorrow,i ll be goin to college and be stayin at my aunt's for the whole year before coming back home and coming back again to start my second term."i'm home!"my mom shouted from the door as she opened it.She sounds very happy and quickly ran to the kitchen,"guess wat.....ive got a raise at last!"she said.I was stunned as she could still be happy."Well, i guess a raise will mend your daughters heart,huh,congrats you've done her proud"i said sarcasticly.I went to my room and closed the door,but went out again to get my dinner.

"whats up wif her,"my mom said wif food in her mouth."wats up wif her,maddline wake up, she's goin to college tomorrow and this is important to her,"."wat!tomorrow,college,moving"my mother was so shocked cos she had totally forgotten dat i was going."see,this is wat happen when everyday you are at work 24/7." grandma is dissapointed as a mother to my mom.My grandma stared at her to apologized to me."fine,im going.she went upstairs to my room knocking on the door."Ashie,can i go in......pls".I was reluctant and continued chatting wif mf my fren,jill,who is online and coincidently in the same college."..........."i said nothing but my mom opened the door and sat beside me on my bed."im sorry,it slipped off my mind.Forgive me,"my mom was talking tome but i was still on the computer.But still,i replied,"well who knows dat you nid a knew husband wif the money or maybe a new daughter dat is not going to college."."Exac.....so its bout your father afterall huh,".I was so upset dat my parents got divorce when i was just 5 yrs old.Seeing dat he does not know im growing up well it hurts and the love i nid from my mom of course seems lyk its not even there."ashie,im sorry and i promise dat i will make it up to you okay.Im the mother here anyway."she gave me a hug."mom you nid a shower and my name is Ashley not ashie."."its your nickname.".I felt a little better after the whole sorry thing. Jill typed. <Im always ready> I typed back. I went to say bye and went to sleep.

"Hey!"Someone shouted from a distance.I followed the voice it was singing 'always be my baby' after it shouted.Awkward rite.It looked lyk my dad,i ran towards him and fell."aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!".Then suddenly another voice was heard."Ashley wake up!"my mom shoke me awake.I woke up noticing dat i was at the floor with my guitar beside me.My mom told me dat i was playing a song at the guitar wif my eyes shut.I also went to tell my mom my weird dream."Get on,you nid to shower the trains leaving at 12.30 nn.".Iwas still feeling weird but when to shower.

"Are you ready?"my grandma ask me but i just went and hugged her as she always was there went i nid help.Ive done my last minute checking and noticed dat it was just 10.30 am.I asked my mother and told her the time.Then, she said dat yesterday she had forgotten to tell me as i was sleeping."tell me wat,"I was kinda excited."A CAR!!!!!!!!!!".I was shouting from the inside."O mi gosh,we hav a car.".Both my mom and grandma was nodding their heads.But still its quite early."hey,she's my sister and my mom's daughter you know,"my mom said."Huh its been a long time since i met gaile,i meant your aunt."my grandma talked to me also feelin excited.We all went inside the car wif my bags and headed to my aunts house near my college.I cant wait to meet Jill and everyone.

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at 10:54 PM

Thursday, August 21, 2008

hi so sorry that it has been quite a long time since i wrote so here i go.The characters of my story....

*protagonists
-Eric Wright
-Ashley Midfield

*Anatagonists
-Theresa,Bridget and Susan frocast
-Edison wright -Grandma(?????)
-E.L. wright -Mom (Maddline)
-Jill frocast -Aunt(Gaile)

um last minute call,i gotta go so here characters only but please wait just a little bit longer thanks alot. COMING SOON

at 12:52 AM